nced amid speculation about her well-being and health, was planned in advance and was not a  reactive or impulsive thing.   It is something that I had decided to plan that I had quietly made a long time ago and it's a decision that was made from a thoughtful and empowered place,  she told the crowd in Chicago in early August.  And I want you to know many things can be true at the same time. I want to share this because I heard that my fans were worried that negativity was ruining things for me, but I just have to say that could not be more the fuck opposite. Honestly, this is not what that is.